Confiscated journals reveal 20-year-old babysitter's love for boy, 14, and 'amazing' sex

She knew her trysts with the boy she was hired to babysit were illegal, but said the law can’t decide who she fell in love with.
Journals of Loni Bouchard, 20, who was arrested July 12 after the boy’s mom discovered the affair, are revealing more about the relationship.
In the books, seized by cops after her arrest, Miss Bouchard writes about the 'amazing' sex she had with the boy and professed her love for him.

Babysitter's seduction: Loni Bouchard is accused of having a sexual relationship with a 14-year-old boy who she was hired to look after

She wrote that their age difference shouldn’t matter, and that she has finally found 'the guy who treats me right.'
She wrote: 'I don't care about the law. I just want to be with him and not have to hide it.'
She added: 'How can the law tell us who to fall for, who to like and who to love and especially who to date? I thought America was a free country.'
Miss Bouchard, of Clinton, Connecticut, was taken into custody after his mother found an exchange of messages on the boy’s Facebook page.
She reportedly sent the boy's parents text messages after they found out about the affair, asking if they could 'work this out.'

Bailed: Loni Bouchard faces charges that she had sex with the boy she was babysitting

She also allegedly told them they 'don't need to call the police' and 'let's act like adults.'
The boy's parents filed a restraining order against Miss Bouchard in May.
Around that time, she wrote in her journal: ‘His mom absolutely HATES me because of the situation and I understand why, but she's being immature about it.’
She also wrote that she was cutting herself and used a bracelet the boy gave her to cover the scratches.
In a separate notebook seized from her home, police found letters written to the boy, where Miss Bouchard said she was upset his parents had filed the restraining order, and missed waking up next to him.
Bouchard, who has been freed from jail after posting $1,000 bond, faces charges of second-degree sexual assault, purchasing alcohol for a minor and two counts of risk of injury to a minor.
She also told police she was involved with another underage boy from the same town, the Hartford Courant reported.
Miss Bouchard is due back in court on October 3.
The woman’s mother, Kimmy Bouchard, was also jailed last month and charged with providing marijuana and alcohol to the boy.

Babysitter: Online photos of Bouchard, who is facing sexual assault charges